Sunday, January 22, 2012
The Stranger
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Redemption

Raskolnikov confesses to Marmeledov early in the text that his murder was of selfless intentions. Yet, when Raskolnikov nears the end of his disquieting journey to find himself, he confides in Sonia that he committed the murder solely for himself – far from an altruistic attitude. So if the main character cannot show this redeeming quality, who can?
Dostoevsky introduces Sonia into the novel just after Raskolnikov’s insincere confession to Marmeledov. The timing of Sonia’s début is very clever, directly contrasting Raskolnikov, a character who is driven by his selfish nature, with Sonia, a timid, humble, sacrificial, selfless young lady. Dostoevsky includes numerous religious allusions; many times implying that Raskolnikov is a Christ like figure. However, it is apparent to me, that Sonia fits this role. She humbly transforms Raskolnikov from his tormented state into a man at peace with himself. Without Sonia’s help, Raskolnikov wouldn’t have confessed or repented of his actions. Most importantly, though, Sonia represents the only altruistic character in the novel.
When I originally came up with my question, I had Christ in mind--who paid for the sins of the world, scorning of shame, not for his own benefit, but for our own. I saw this truly selfless quality in Sonia, who sacrifices her whole life to follow Raskolnikov to the ends of the earth, physically to Siberia, but also metaphorically sacrifices her own self, following Rodya knowing that he may not love her at all. She followed him when he directly told her not to. In the same way, Christ follows us into our darkest hour, even when we think our “dirt” is too shameful for him to witness.
When reviewing Sonia as a character, it is quite ironic that she is a prostitute. She is pictured as the most compassionate and faith-filled character and yet it would seem that her moral choice of selling herself to sacrifice for her family is wrong. Dostoevsky creates this battle inside the reader’s mind for the purpose of illustrating that each of us carries baggage. Every one of us has done things we are ashamed of. But somehow, through religious transformation in Christ, or from a secular point of view, through the transformation of our mind, there is hope. Like Raskolnikov, we can be redeemed.
Ultimately, Dostoevsky was a key author in helping me to uncover the mystery of altruism. Maybe true altruism doesn't exist. Looking through a religious lens, maybe, just maybe, that's a good thing. Because through our imperfections and selfish desires, we are brought low in order to recognize who truly reigns over us.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
King Lear Connection

Thursday, September 15, 2011
Oedipus: A Square into a Circle...
noun
1. the principal or practice of unselfish concern for or the devotion to the welfare of others, a selfless concern for others ( Opposed to egoism. )
Oedipus is certainly not the best picture of unselfishness. In fact, through his dialoges with other characters, it is evident that he has an egotistical attitude and seems very full of himself (because of his cleverness that helped him solve the riddle of the sphinx.) However, there seems to be a hint of selflessness in his voice as he addresses the city of Thebes at the beginning of the play. He cares for the greater good of his people, he wants the city to recover from the plague. It is obvious in the following quote both Oedipus' self-righteousness blended with the concern for his people and willingness to hear their cry, " Children, I would not have you speak through messengers,/And therefore I have come myself to hear you- I Oedipus, who bear the famous name."
As I thought more about my big question, however, I considered the element of sacrifice more than the characteristic of selfish/selflessness. Does Oedipus' concern for his people manifest itself in the form of sacrifice? Does Oedipus ever put himself aside in order to sacrifice for a different purpose?
Finding the answers to these questions was certainly difficult and frustrating. Like trying to fit a square into a circle, I tried to fit Oedipus into an altruistic mold, one that he surely was not meant to fit in. I found very few redeeming qualites, or public display's of selfless sacrifice. The only example I could think of is included in the background information of the text, not even quoted in the play itself. Oedipus runs away from Corinth, his hometown, where he grew up, where he had friends, and where was taken care of, because the oracle told him he would kill his father. Unknowingly and falsely believing that his father resided in Corinth, Oedipus makes a break for it, to try to escape his fate, in order, he thinks, to protect his father (from the death he would inflict on him.)
Sure, I could stop there, and tell you that Oedipus is, in fact, somewhat altruistic, because he made a sacrifice that he thought would save his (adopted) father and mother from the horrible prophesy of the oracle. But going back to my first post, I realized that sacrificing is only half the battle. The real issue, is if Oedipus' intentions are truely for (who he thinks is) his father, or for himself. Considering this, I would say that Oedpus is not altruistic at all. Running away from Corinth to save his father, only appears to be a sacrifice, when in fact, he must have been thinking of personal gain. In his mind, if he chose not run away, he would have killed his father, and married his mother, which would be horrible for his reputation, something in which Oedipus is highly concerned about thoughout the whole play. (which is funny, because as hard as he tries to run from his fate, he actually runs striaght to it.) I believe that Oedipus' intentions for running away from Corith are more self centered than centered around the good or wellbeing of his father/mother.
Therefore, Oedipus only completes half the equation. He sacrifices his whole life and comfort in Corith to escape his fate, but without pure intentions, he can hardly be considered altruistic.